I wish I had a party to go to or that I could have a party. But I just can't afford to and I don't have room at home. And no one has parties i could go to. I've worked many times with other how have parties but exclude me from them. Only exception to this was a party in 1992 by someone I knew in college and one by someone I worked with in 2005. The two worst exclusions were by two girls the restaurant I worked at in 1999, and by three girls who used to work where I still currently work. One was having the party just for kids (she has three of them) and another was bringing her son. But the the third girl--this annoyed me the most--doesn't have kids, but she got to go to the party. That was wrong and stupid, I thought. My hope of having the seven deadly sins party last Halloween fell through and now I can't do it.
I have to rent a place for a party because I live in a single-wide mobile home (too small to have a a party there and there are problems with paring on the streets) but I can't afford that. Our park's clubhouse is $500 to rent and cannot be used past 10pm (no one will want to leave that early!)